As soon as I got home, I had an anxiety attack due to the events that happened and I also felt like something was constantly watching me. From then on my hallucinations reached an all-time high and the thought of leaving my room made me feel dizzy and distressed. For a long time, after the blindfolded situation, as I nicknamed it, I had the feeling that there was something behind me, watching, breathing down my neck. I immediately felt that it was a direct result of the “angel” that Mrs. Cuba had raised. It took a long time for those feelings to fade. I have learned that despite having power over a student, people can and should say no to a teacher if he or she does something the student is not comfortable with. I know now that I should have trusted my instincts and avoided the situation altogether. I can't go back and change what happened, but I can learn how to deal with similar situations and the trauma that came with them. I avoid talking about angels and talking about hallucinations with people who don't have any. I'm learning to calm my reactions to wardrobes and blindfolds. I'm learning things not taught
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