I could hear exactly what they were talking about but I never knew what it meant or what it could mean. But that singular moment when I realized there was actually a way for me to admit this simple truth? Miracle three. Somewhere, after all this, I heard a KLOVE commercial, which I try to listen to more and more these days. The commercial raised the issue of returning to college. Yes, I've started thinking about it these last few weeks, but I don't have the money or time to do it myself. So I thought, if the Lord could provide me with money, I would give it a try, a really honest try with everything I have in me. And the next words that blare from the car radio are: "We're handing out scholarships." I stood gaping on the floor of the car and listened and saw and felt not only the answer to my prayer about how the clergy hear God and know it is Him, but also miracle four. Throughout this entire experience up to this point, there was a person in the background who very easily and lovingly snuck into my life in many ways. Without knowing it, through advice, questions and conversations, the first person I started asking for help to find my way back to God became my best friend; Ashley