Slow, distorted songs like “リサフランク420 / 現代のコンピュー” by MACINTOSH PLUS and Resonance by HOME really describe how life has been moving slowly for me lately . I was diagnosed with clinical depression, tried to end my life on numerous occasions, and found it nearly impossible to adjust to college. I feel like I'm in some sort of void where time passes, but I'm stuck in the same place left behind while everyone else moves forward. I've tried therapy but it's hard to keep it up in school. I have good friends but they all seem to have a much better time than me. All I have to put up with are drugs, alcohol and many nights lying in bed wondering whether or not I should be alive. The songs Morning Chords and Bonfires by HOME represent my silent struggle in each
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